No ... not ... but ... I had to.
"It's about the dream that I mentioned," I said as soon as you get away from me.
"Then, it was not a dream but a nightmare. And I must assume that dream you have to fear it may come true, right?
"Yes and no ... And from my point of view, it is true what I dreamed and more than fear, jealousy and COURAGE" I looked confused. The words in my head like fluttering butterflies in my stomach.
"Let Nessie, you know you can trust me ...
" Yes, I know ... But I'm sure that when I hear ... - I could not make a sound after that, I had the strength to tell that its mark was not fully convinced me.
"I hear it, whatever it is, coming from you know that I disgustará." I looked back into her eyes and lost in that moment I began to speak ...
"Actually it was a beautiful dream ... In the beginning dream was me and you alone, nobody else, were really beautiful moments I do not know because I stopped talking at that time, I was hypnotized, I could barely breathe, but I dropped everything ... EVERYTHING ... Oh! No ... - Just you and me on the edge of a beautiful river in the middle of deep woods, then kissed me and told me you loved me more than anyone in the world and when I I seriously wondered if what you said and I kissed her mom came ... That was the end all, "Oh Oh ... I told him ... I told you!
He just started laughing, such laughter made my heart beat at high speed.
- What? Why are you laughing? - I asked, his smile had me out of trance.
"But ... that was what I was so frustrated? - Ask me laugh. Not only had told him, sure my father already knew well, my mind could only be on the safe sleep and she heard it. "Yes," replied
very sorry.
"Well, you do have imagination ... I never thought that you felt about your ma ...
- Let Jacob! ... You know it's true! - Shouted interrupting
-Ness, relax ... I love your mom a lot is my best friend, always has been. But you're different, and I explained what it means for us the impression ...
"I know, I interrupted him again, but this time I looked down I know that the stamp is ... something that is not decided etc etc ..." was that my voice would not break much, but not much success, but that dream I know it's true, you still love her!
-Renesmee ... listen to me, "pleaded" Not really
I want to, I go to sleep ... Good night, do not know if I left him just talking or not, all I remember is that in a few seconds I was in my room and my cheeks were wet. The tears flowed against my will and had no end.
do not know exactly when I fell asleep, but when my father woke me in his arms, he could feel his skin was cold but did not affect me as much as a normal human. My father, despite having read every one of my thoughts, did not mention anything to anyone. "Good morning
small, how are you now? - Asked me, I turned in my bed to face him and tried read his face, but he was as always a perfect figure of marble, quiet.
"Better, thanks .- Despite what he had said to sprout again the tears from my eyes and clung to my dad's chest.
-Cry all you want small, Pour over ...
- Why ... Jake ... I ... want ... like ... Mom, "I asked between tears and sobs.
"Because ... Despite being in the same blood, the two are different. And of course you do not like Jacob. He loves your mother as your best friend nothing more ... to you ... - he was silent, as if he could not mention the word.
I calmed down.
- Jake loves me, Dad? - had so much hope that it did when I asked the question stop mourn.
"That's not for me to tell you, honey. But I'm sure you're the only one in his mind.
After a little more calm, I went to the bathroom, I took a shower and got dressed.
While I was in my room looking out the window, my dad and hugged me back.
"Thanks" I whispered.
"No need to thank, so I am your father.
-Seriously, thank you very much, you are the person they most trusted.
"Thank you for trust me, Nessie. I love you small.
-I love you too, Dad.
-Ness, we need hablar. Jacob said from the other side of the door, interrupting this beautiful moment with my father.
"I'm not ready yet, Dad," I thought. Jacob
-Pasa "he said, as if that thought had purposely ignored.
Jacob came into my room and my dad, without a word went and left us alone.
I stayed sitting on the bed still looked to the ground, did not want him in the eye, I felt ... I do not know, I did not know how I felt.
Jake sat down beside me for a brief moment and then ... "Sorry
we both said simultaneously.
"Let me speak please," I asked, I nodded and continued Nessie I'm sorry you think I'm still in love with Bella. Love her, but not as much as you, could feel the heat in my cheeks.
- Do I want more of me? - Ask without thinking, and I did like I was talking to myself, but Jacob clearly hear what he said.
"Sure. If something will happen or not you want to be with me anymore, I die. You're the most special and important person in my life. "But ...
-Renesmee, you are the person you love most ..." I was shocked, would not it? "I loved me and not my mother?
I turned my face to see those eyes that drove me crazy and find the truth in them, but before he could even take a breath, he kissed me.
I could feel the warmth of his hand against my neck, her soft delicate lips against mine, his breath, from one moment to another and we were not in my room, we were floating in the clouds or the stars, had no ideas clear, but I was sure that Jacob and I were just. That kiss was gentle, was excellent, it was my first kiss.
For me, I would have stayed like this forever, but the need to not let me breathe.
We parted slowly and opened my eyes as I looked down, knowing full well that the colors had gone up to face me again, I could not think, could not speak. We were silent for a short time until Jake turned to me and asked me ...
- Are you still doubting what I feel for you?
- ... - I could not answer, I was out of breath. We
-Ness, I will turn away if you ask me, however much it costs me, but please tell me confidence ...
"Jake," I interrupted, and I had made a habit, you are interrupting the most important person to me. And even if you think I'm just a girl of 15 years, I'm sure that the person I want is you. Only you, Jacob, you make me happy. You're my best friend, someone I can trust, my soul mate ... - I concluded, leaving the last word is flying in the air.
We sat in silence, looking at each other ... I smiled and kissed me again.
Well, for anyone reading this and do not know, each week will publish a chapter, but may also publish other things ... Hope you gute my fanfic, COMMENTS =)
